Sometimes in life... slapping reality in my face just doesn't do good; it blurs it more then make it clear, especially with nobody comforting me when i know what i have to deal with. How could anybody can, i can't even begin to explain what i see ahead of me.

I guess, like the water, I'll let the current flow, dance with it, and discover in time what needs to be seen and known. Not hiding the crying truth here, just taking my time to understand it, so that i can better react to it.

But if there is one thing i sadly learned, not just understand the words but felt them, and understood their meaning:

i will forever stand alone in life, and if something is to happen, i am the only one to make it be. I will have companions, but nobody but me will ever stand for my cause, for they have their own to deal with and there is no other fool but me to forget their own cause and stand for the one of an other.

We are born alone, live besides people, but in ourselves, and tomorrow's nobody else's decision.

Yes you've heard it times and times ago, so did i. But did you ever really felt it's meaning, i mean really?
Have you ever understood it.

Really.